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I’ve been cleaning my room like crazy, I love it. Determined to get all cleaned up & start fresh. Best feeling ever. :) Spent the 4th at my sister’s house in Modesto where we ate oysters, prawns, chicken, beef sticks, egg rolls, dessert… etc. Tomorrow consists of more indulging, ahhh. Life is great.

Mi dia

I sung in my church choir tonight. It felt good to sing, but it was just completely… awkward. Things aren’t the same. I feel.. old. The soprano group isn’t the same anymore. I actually feel discouraged & unwelcomed to sing with the girl who used to be my best friend. I love singing, I do think I owe my life to choir–they saved me. But I feel too old to be singing with them.

Afterwards, I made dinner (instant noodles FTW!) & went to visit my sis, Charles + Mokha, their husky. Cute stuff, she loved her treats we got from Carmel~!

Louie, Sue & I watched Never Been Kissed. One of my favourite movies evar!!! <3 I can't believe Sue never saw that :O Now I'm watching a Food Network Challenge. I should be sleeping soon, we have to be up at 6am :)

That means… VACATION~~!!!!

From a Friend

And I agree entirely.

“This is who I am. It took me a while to figure it out, but I got it. My first priority in life is to be happy. If you can’t handle it, just walk past me. I can’t continue putting the needs of others in front of mine. Why can’t you just be happy with what I can offer instead of happy at the thought of what I could offer? The audacity of others will never cease to amaze me. I’m not on this earth for anyone but myself. After that, I’m here for my family and friends, who accept me unconditionally. But this isn’t good enough for some people. I am my own person. I’m not here to follow orders, take direction or submit to anyone. I’m here to be me. I’m here to live, love and be happy. Plain and simple. I care about other people, but I’m done caring about them so much that I’m sacrificing my own well being. No more sitting home alone, worried about the repercussions of leaving my prison. No more saying “No” to things I want to do because I might get kicked out. No more ‘organized fun’. No more you before I.”

There is no privacy on the Internets

There is no such thing as privacy anymore. I guess it doesn’t exist when you “post things onto the internet for the world to see”, even when you’re just publicly ranting about something — i.e. a bad day. So, I’m keeping my rants & personal thoughts to myself from now on. & I get to fake about how I’m feeling that day. I will always be super-fucking-happy & not having a “fuckin’ ruined day; thanks a lot, asswipe.”

(And I’m even risking it with this post, ha.)

Well…

I never thought this day would come, but I am EFFING BORED. I’m pretty good at finding ways to entertain myself, but it’s a Friday night that I’m actually free for & there’s nothing for me to do…

So. THE HELL IS THERE TO DO ON A FRIDAY NIGHT?

EEE~!

I passed my Astronomy class with a B!

I was sweating you know what for that class (I had a C) but I think my research paper did him in ;]

I also passed my other classes: Ethnic Studies, Astronomy Lab, History with A’s! Let’s celebrate~!

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Louie & I had a mad fabulous breakfast of scrambled eggs with potatoes & cheddar cheese (amazing!) & old-fashioned thick-cut bacon. Mmmm.

Yesterday, I went shopping with my God brother, J-Rok. Well, more like he did all the shopping (what a girl) & I enjoyed coffee. Wait, no, I bought some cool things from Trader Joe’s & sparkly pens from Target. ++ (Codenames: Devon & Zooey.)

Afterwards, Samalia called me & asked if I wanted to go to a ‘concert’ at Nickel City. Last minute invite, eep! but I pulled through. The guy she wanted to see was playing around 8pm. He was alright. I judge a lot when it comes to playing & sounding awesome live. He didn’t sound awesome live, sorry to say. But he & his friend, a Joe Jonas lookalike were pretty chill. There was a super-good band, Burning Tree Project, who I really liked!

I ordered some fake glasses, for when I want a disguise.

Some things I love lately:
♥ Pepsi!
♥ Cocoa Butter Lip Butter: Dark Chocolate & Peppermint
♥ Jonas Brothers
♥ Living in shorts, tanktops & sandals

You know what I realize? Discovering & listening to new bands really makes me happy. Like ridiculously happy, even if I’m having a super-crappy day. It’s like a fresh breath of air, hearing something different for the first time. I love it.

Another thing that makes me happy is singing at the top of my lungs & eating chocolate. Yum.

Day off

I’ve been drinking Pepsi like mad, but it is so good. Love & miss the carbonation & sugar. I’ve been riding my bike tons, playing the Sims tons, working lots & sleeping… less.

Right now, I’m comfortably nested in the arms of the Escobar’s sofa where my laptop is perched onto their little side table. It’s the perfect spot for typing & not having to lean over & breaking backs.

Louie’s frying some eggs after our little biking espionage up & down Aborn. I’m supposed to be hanging out with some friends today, we’ll see how that goes.~

Another day, another list~

I had a massive entry typed out on my phone concerning all the things that have been going on in my life, but I think I’ll spare the Internets the gory details. (AKA: I’ll post it later.)

Anyway,

list of things to do today:

♥ Take a nap.

♣ Take a shower. Yes, I am grotesque & haven’t showered yet.

♥ Go to Target & buy: healthy food (fiber bars, cereal, etc), CUTE nail polish, toothpaste

♣ Go bike riding.

♥ Register my domain?

♣ Pay for my Confirmation class.

♥ E-mail my teachers for grades because I can’t stand the suspense any more!

♣ Relax & chill the fuck out ;D~

Sleepybunny

I am absolutely tired. No wonder my left eye keeps twitching — it’s a sign of sleep deprivation.

This week, I am a slave at the coffee shop & I dream of fun, bike riding, the Sims & relaxing. It seems like I won’t get to do that until 4pm tomorrow, 11:30am Thursday, 9:30am Friday & then Sunday. I’m a busy girl, this summer.

I told myself I’d play the Sims when I got home, but after a hot shower I feel super-sleepy & my eyes are really droopy, so I’ll probably just go to bed instead.

P.S. Life always takes these unexpected detours… that always involve something dramatic, whipping me into the whirlwind. When will it wind down & stop?